L** Y** R*
you are a total jerk.
looks like a auntie,
even talks like one.
stop acting like a kid,
throwing rubber?
that's what people do when they're
at primary school.
After throwing please admit,
if you dare to do it,
you should apologise for it.
Don't act as a bitch.
Commenting others is not your job,
as your job is a student.
Don't think that you could score a A2
for your Chinese,
and by this could prove you're smart.
No,because you are not even a 5pointer.
watch the way you talk to others,
because your attitude sucks.
Maybe even your best friend also think that,
YOU ARE A JERK!
It's you,who force me to say.
and it's also on behalf of others.
sign off.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 3:58 PM
School is changing.
From next term onwards.
we have to study more.
each period from 30 or 35 minute
increase to 45 minute.
33 period to 36.
Everyday after school have remedial or supplementary.
And if I never heard wrong.
From next year onwards,
normal from secondary 3
have to take another subject to add up to 7.
Each of them had to take a pure science
plus combined science.
So must jiayou, next year secondary 3 pupils.
In August,
library is also going to extend till 9pm
for people to revise the 'O's and 'N's.
cool though.
Finally somewhere peaceful to study,
other than home.
And and!
Today during chemistry lesson.
Ms chan said that our class will be taking
attendance for every remedial.
Only for our class ah? someone asked.
then she said yes then that guy start saying.
'Always look down on us...',
'Should see our academic standard ma'.
I giggled awhile then i think to myself.
our class highest is 3point 3subjects.
lowest is 10point 3 subjects.
point of a range of 3-5 for 3 subject,
only have around 9 students.
the rest is beyond 6 point.
The most number I've saw is 7 and 8 point.
Therefore, i don't think our class is that good.
...eheh.
I knew i was bad for saying this,
but i have to extend the length of the post.
So no choice..
dig something lame to say
Hahs..
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @ 8:23 PM
It's almost one and a half month past
and there's 4 and 8 months ahead.
Time sure fly.
Two route for me to choose from.
Either hope that time fly faster
or just slower.
Faster (FNB):
Finished 'O's and enjoy myself.
No book no lesson.
But freedom.
Slower (RMA):
Revised like mad.
More homework to practice.
And no freedom.
Hmm.
Maybe i should choose RMA?
It looks like it will help a lot with my studies.
Must be hardworking to pursue my goals.
Okay.
Path i have already chosen
but I'm still worried and scared about 'O's.
I know this post is a bit lame and dull.
Hope you all wouldn't mind.
I'm off to finish my geography
stress out.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @ 5:10 PM
OMG! I had enough!
I felt as if I'm stressing myself.
Please!
Stop whatever you all are doing!
The way you all present in class,
I've nothing to say.
Please!
Make yourself a better life.
It's not that i want to say/emphasize.
This year is the crucial year,
and yet you all are just relaxing and enjoying?
While part of the students wants
a better environment for studying.
I mean no harm.
Or rather offensive to somebody or someone.
Just that, i want to let you all know,
not all people could accept that type of noise level.
After school maybe is not a problem,
but not for classes,remedial.
Secondly,
please make an effort for the syf.
I don't want to mention,
but have no choice.
After the 2007 syf,
and after all the senior graduated.
I'm sorry to say that,
there's actually not much of talents left.
So is a must to work hard.
For me, though I've taken this year 3rd time syf.
I know that mdm Ding is always looking for perfection.
There's a chance for her decide not to conduct an orchestra.
Although I've never seen once,
but sometimes the way she react shows me that
she has given up hope on us.
So i would hope that this year
would come out to be a pleasant and nice one,
just to clinch a gold, would really helps a lot.
I knew that i had used a lot of please,
and some words or sentences might offended others.
Only if they are currently looking at my post.
As i said, it mean no harm.
So if you are offended, well, I'm sorry then.
After all, i felt there's not a need for me to care so much.
Therefore, could just ignore this post.
Just for my personal posting for today.
Everyone has anger kept inside themself,
just that mine haven't shown up.
Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 9:55 PM
Okay!
What the crap is this.
Today physics teacher said,
all people who got an 1 or 2 for combined science
must get A1 for sure.
As it's a must.
Then i was like:
Oh well,
no choice have to work harder.
And after that she decided to show us
the calculated/roughly/estimated result
we must get for 'O's by school 'computerized' prediction.
So name was 1 by 1 called to fill in for science.
Then when it's my turn,
i saw something shocking and ridiculous.
The school expect me to get 4-A1, 1-B3, 1-B4
by using the PSLE score to make comparison.
After thinking twice,
almost felt fainting and i can't believe.
It's not that i'm showing off or what,
it's just that what the heck is school doing?
Using PSLE score?
must be kidding me.
PSLE is just an so called 'simplified version'
of secondary 'O's.
Although i can't trust myself about this.
But i think i would give it a try.
At least after seeing those targets,
i'm motivated.
So 'add oil'.
Another thing i'm still confused about,
after reading a test paper about government promoting
chinese people to speak more mandarin as a home basic language.
And previously was english.
So should i improve my english or chinese?
puzzled.
By the way.
Wish all of you a happy Valentine Day eve.
Friday, February 13, 2009 @ 10:01 PM
Well.
I had finished a pile of homework yesterday.
And today?
Another pile came to me again.
actually not that much,
just that,
it requires more brain cells to think.
Stop acting as if you are smart
please!
...
And please be yourself,
don't be that afraid of making mistakes.
Well today is just a pleasent day
as nothing much bother me.
Just that i'm physically bored,
while inside the classroom.
After stepping out,
felt more refreshed.
And something bad
seems to happen to my computer.
Thursday, February 12, 2009 @ 9:31 PM
Arghs!
Enng-gerr-rish.
Sometimes i felt really depressed about my english.
wants to improve,
but no matter what, it's just hard to pick up.
Sometimes i still wished that i was just born
as an english educated person.
You ask me to speak less mandarin and more of english,
i would feel weird.
But i still don't get it why,
i could sense that my brain has been ready all the while
for english, sometimes i read without speaking out,
i could pronounce the word in my mind,
when i open my mouth,
when the words came out,
i would have an habit to shoo-ed the words away,
or just give an stupid excuse,
that i'm short-tongue.
*Normal reaction for me.
Teachers give advise to read aloud
what the news reporter says.
But! The only thing i worried is
people might think i'm mad. =P
Although i haven't tried the method out,
but really hopes it will help me with my orals,
and at least score an B for 'O's.
May my wish be granted,
May got bless me.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 @ 5:28 PM
I'm jealous that,
your english is better,
your maths are that marvellous,
your science always top,
your chinese get full marks,
your humans. win me by a mark,
your POA always in front of me.
Just don't come up to compare with me,
it irritates me alot.
* just an expression, doesn't relates to anyone.
I admire that you people had graduate.
but i'm left out now, alone by aside.
scared of losing contact with you all,
as for this 4 years,we had fun,
laughter,tears,worries being shared.
really going to miss you all a lot.
although i regret of playing hard, study less.
But i hope we could meet up for hang out with each other.
Anyway, i would do my part to strive for the last lap,
and wish you all, all the best for your road to the future.
Jiayous.
Sunday, February 8, 2009 @ 12:26 AM
sigh follows after sigh.
i have lots of fear inside me.
fearing of not doing well on my '
O's and etc.
all started happen after teachers give us the standard '
O's practice paper
and my classmates who didn't do well with
their '
O's paper-no offence.
they still add on by saying " '
O's are much more difficult."
how i wish someone could just came up to me and tell me that
'O' is as easy as u think
at least can comfort me in a way that of my fear.
and i finally could feel the pressure of '
O's that my fellow friends had face
one word to describe, scary!
at least it's much more scary this time than my 'N'.
*i feel a bit weird though writing out this type of
english,
but
that's the only way or two for me to improve my
english,
hehheh. so please don't mind reading and spot mistakes as i write,
because
I'm just starting to improve my sadden
english,
which gives me a 5 on my 'N' results.
quote from a book:
picture yourself in your mind how violent the storm must have been
if it was strong enough to keep seasoned professionals struggling
just to avoid the boat from being capsized.
would you choose to stay inside the boat or walk on water?
the boat is safe, secure, and comfort
but don't forget about the violent storm.
if you choose to walk on water, you are overcoming your own fear.
if you choose to stay inside the boat, the boat is comfortable, safe and secure,
but it's not helping you from overcoming your own fear,
whereas just letting your own fear overcomes you.
Thursday, February 5, 2009 @ 11:28 PM
